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Oh, the Death's Within us

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If I am to die tomorrow,
would this end your sorrow?
You would still hear my voice,
just listen to the wind,
it’s everything I’ve never been,

emotionally free to see it all,
come summer, winter, spring or fall,
and then to the edges of the Earth
to witness my own rebirth,
how, it’s splendid,
so I had to end it:

Everything I am,
everything I were,
and everything I hoped to become
because, I felt like a curse to some,
and, afterwards, now I reflect to take it back
because, I used to be something I never had to lack,
my own unique type of being,
capable of feeling and breathing,
not like this; a torn and shattered soul,
how misery and rejection had taken its toll...

And, I only hope that one day
I would get the chance to say:
“Father, Mother.
You were like no other,
taught me self respect and dignity...”
But, sadly, that’s something they’ll never get to see,

because, I ended my own life,
cut with glass, and the knife,
it all shattered and tore apart,
my soul, my spirit, my mind, my heart,
and, blew into the endless abyss,
I was selfish, them I’ll miss...
Because, I know, they’ll miss me,
even though eye to eye we never did see...
Sorry that I had to submit this, but all of us sometimes feel like this at a certain point in our lives, not that I ever would commit suicide after last year's... episode, but just because it feels selfish to do or think so...
© 2008 - 2024 Amuris
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vaclon's avatar
:3 thats true. very true infact. i wish i could think logically like that when i get like that XD.